Have you realized there's a pantomime playing in this plane[t]ary war of positive vs negative, good vs evil, carbon vs silicon, light vs dark which is finalizing its attempt to manifest technocracy in the 3D?
Should you start to intentionally back out from the matrix and visualize [at a distance] their hologram your attention was directed to watch?
Do you innerstand a lifetime of programing and poisoning strives to make you unable to resist, corrupts the image of God, and is currently culling the people farm to a more manageable population?
Are you wanting for a 'normal' reality 180' out-of-phase from the stink you're standing?